I feel like I’m starting to use my blog as a form of therapy…ranting into the internet ether about my injury frustrations! In a strange kind of way it helps!
My morning started off so well after a 20minute jog last night didnt aggravate my foot I did another 20min run this morning and was actually almost painfree. It was well taped (plantar, peroneals and tib. posterior as well as extensor dig. on the top of my foot) and this did the trick for the run. My problem came after the run….a scheduled gym session in which I was only doing the warm up drills and a shooting pain came through my right foot again. Sitting on the floor with the trainer stretching it out I knew that was it for the day. And as it turns out, at least for this week. Knowing how much I would be wanting to run he made me literally PROMISE not to run anytime before I see him on Monday. Its just not healing while Im trying to run. So, once again I am relegated to the bike and am going to have to develop a much much closer relationship with my foam roller and my ice pack!!!
I know its my body’s way of telling me ‘Whoa Nic…you’ve put us through too much, give us a chance!”….but that doesnt make it any easier to be sat on the sidelines. And I finally surrendered to the fact I wont be running in Vegas in 2 weeks. Gutted. But, with a bit of luck and a lot of hard work on rehab stuff and supplemental strength and stability training that I have neglected for the past 10 years as a runner, I will be back stronger and faster for 2012. Baby steps in the grand scheme of things towards a long term goal. So easy to say – incredibly hard to truly believe and accept!
Sorry Kinesio office….back to being the grumpy injured runner again for a while!!!
